I always have to remind myself: "Don't move Elaine. Because everytime you move you break things." Literally, I can't be relied on washing dishes or holding glass. Something's wrong with my hands. Something's wrong with my brain. Everything was perfect. Everything was like a dream. I moved and now I woke up into darkness, a… Continue reading Madness
Author: eschermb
Feeling so lost in love
Dear Diary, I have never been so low in my life but things finally changed, turned out that I can feel misery and that I can be miserable. I thought when you love someone, you should give all your best to make that person happy. I followed all the instructions on the love handbook and… Continue reading Feeling so lost in love
Forest
Dear Diary, It has been a long time since I felt lost. But now, I feel lost again. I feel like I'm in the middle of the forest where I got distracted and engrossed looking at a wild plant forgetting the reason why I'm there in the first place. It's weird, because I've been so… Continue reading Forest
Life
“The artist is the creator of beautiful things. To reveal art and conceal the artist is art’s aim. The critic is he who can translate into another manner or a new material his impression of beautiful things.”
Worm With Angles
I have been practicing belly dancing for a month now. I started this interest from visiting my Kenyan friend, Tamara. I urged the expat housewives (within our community) to participate with our activities to get our lives more lively and happy in Gabon. On that afternoon, after our drawing session, I was so lazy and… Continue reading Worm With Angles
Mary, Queen o’ Scots.
(Today I recited this poem and tried my very best to put my whole soul into it. Although I must sounded really awful with my accent but I enjoyed it. I felt like I was in a theater without audience.) Transcription PRICE ONE PENNY. Copies of this splendid production can always be obtained at the… Continue reading Mary, Queen o’ Scots.
New Pet Peeves
First of all, I am writing this not to pronounce myself as a racist but merely a victim of pet peeves. 😦 Ben and I have been moving places for the past four years. We met awesome people from different races. I have never ever been bothered to any accent until when we moved here… Continue reading New Pet Peeves
My first edited photos
Ben and I had an activity yesterday. It was taking photos of the shelf in our living room and had a competition. (haha) These were my entries for the competition. Entry No: 01 Entry No: 02 (not edited) Entry No: 03 (this is not edited) Entry No: 04 We had fun taking photos and editing.… Continue reading My first edited photos
War Rock DELETED!
Hi. I woke up today feeling determined to leave my addiction completely. I started from deleting all the apps that are connected to War Rock (WR app, discord and teamspeak). Then, I went to chrome to delete my discord and twitch accounts. I feel so liberated and free but there is a tiny portion of… Continue reading War Rock DELETED!
Officially a Housewife
I have never ever imagined myself to be a housewife. I always thought I will be working for my whole life in a corporate world. Yes, I dreamed to marry someone and have a family. However, I always thought I will be a working-mom or a working-wife. Everything changed when I met Ben. From dreaming… Continue reading Officially a Housewife